Selera makan menjadi-jadi

Assalamualaikum wbt

Hye uols. seriously since raya baru ni selera makan makin menjadi-jadi. Biasa la dah nama pun raya kan dari first raya duk makan macam-macam. Apa orang jamu bantai ja. P rumah orang nu makan ni,p rumah orang ni makan tu..Masyaallah dah rasa badan macam belon ja. Takut nak timbang berat sebab scary tengok scale hahaha dasyat. Tapi orang cakap sementara duk sihat ni la nak makan apa pun makan je. Nanti dah sakit,takde selera nak makan,taste bud dah takda time tu jangan duk menyesal sebab time sihat tak makan puas-puas. Kehkeh tapi da ja orang sihat tak lalu makan ye dak. Ikut mood la,ikut selera la yada yada..

Back then,i la manusia paling kurus rasanya. Maybe sebab tinggi kot. And hang makan la banyak mana pun orang still nampak badan hang kurus. That is sooo me. I tried to eat late night,kinda supper la konon kan orang cakap makan late night buleh menggemukkan but thats not for me. Still duk kurus jugak. But lately,semua orang tegur i dah gemuk. Yayyyy berjaya jugak! takdan nak workout  haha

tengok gemuks dak hihi :p okay la klu compare dengan dulu

Anyway, selera makan menjadi-jadi tu nak kata bahagia sebab ada kekasih hati ka dak sebab takda siapa pun huhuhu. Maybe bahagia dengan life sendiri kot kan,hidup single pun happy whut if you able to live in that happiness situation. After i had dumped rasa macam nak cari yang baru yang really into me for who am i susah sangat dah. And baru ni ada kenal someone,which is younger 2 years than me. He told me that he's so into me. We had literally whatsapp,texting even call. And we decided to meet before raya baru ni. Keluar iftar apa. Then, balik tu he's lost. Macam run away from me, mybe he can't accept me kot sebab i jumpa dia at that time i pakai selekeh,selebet. Yela time tu i baru habis kerja,then he pickup me at bus station. How could u expect someone to be pretty when she is not in that comfort zone? I mean, yeah i selekeh sebab i nak test dia wether he can accept i pakai selekeh selebet macam ni or not. And finally he rejected me. Because of whut? Cause he didn't expect me turn to be like this. Actually bagus jugak idea kawan i suruh i pakai selekeh gitu baru la taw orang tu camna kan. U know whut i dengan bawak beg dua tiga ketul beg masyaallah rasa macam kampung girl tahap hulu kampung sangat la dengan gaya gitu hahahaha

Tapi betul la hati orang ni kita tak buleh agak kan. The problem is, i started to fall for him,yet dah ada rasa cinta semua tu. Suddenly he left me. Again. Oh kamon heartbroken sangat dah ni :( dear ameer imran,can we just started all over again? Pleasee i taw u muda lagi,banyak yang u nak kejar,ur study..and i know u can get more pretty and young breen than me. I dah tua huhuhu but trust me, i wont frusrating u onward. ehhh awat duk begging pelik ja ni haih btw, ada jodoh ada kan,takda nak buat camna...