Semoga Awak Bahagia Sayang....

Assalamualaikum wbt..

First of all i just wanna wish happy e-day to my ex bf. He's the one i love. He leave me without any single words. And lately he keep sending me a text. I dont know that he'll get engage dalam waktu terdekat ni. Then tetiba entah macam mana aku terbuka fesbuk. Nak dijadikan cerita la konon ni. Sebenarnya aku ada dua fesbuk. Yang satu lagi konon buat untuk stalk ex aku ni la. Tapi jarang buka. Sebulan sekali pun susah nak buka. Entah macam mana hari jumaat baru ni tanggal 8 ogos aku buka fesbuk then muncul la pic yang dia upload. Huwaaa dahla time tu tengah kerja,terus mood bekerja tu hilang. Tears burst out all of sudden. Omaigoshhhh memang mulut cakap dah move on but heart can't deny. sekali tengok wajah bahagia mak dia,nampak la yang perempuan tu pilihan mak dia...Aku ni siapa ja,belajar pun tak tinggi,tak mantap ilmu agama. Tak sangka la bila dia cakap mak dia dah arrange his marriage dengan perempuan mana tah. Time tu tengah bercinta lagi. Mau tak meroyan aku..

Balik rumah weekend baru ni depressed je. Tak keluar bilik apa. Oh till when should i torture my own self?? Try put urself in my shoes first then u'll know how the pain does.

Dulu aku ingat lagi aku dah move on,aku janji pada diri aku sendiri yang aku akan berubah lepas clash dengan dia ni. And i made it. But betul la orang cakap nak berubah tu senang tapi nak kekal dengan perubahan tu yang payah. Istiqamah ain't easy as u wish.

And i know every things that happen to me today got to do with my past. Aku tak baik pun. Masa lalu aku tak macam masa lalu korang..that's why i'm realized,every test that He put on me is to wash away all my past sins. No doubt

And u know whut,Yasmeen Mogahed always have a very wise words to sharing. I do believe in fate and destiny and i'd choose you in a hundred worlds..

Boycots or Boy Kot Vs Protest

Assalamualaikum wbt

Protesters have closed down a Sainsbury’s supermarket in Birmingham City Centre as part of a pro-Palestine demonstration.

Calling on the retail giant to remove products sourced from Israel, demonstrators gathered outside the Union Street store this afternoon.

Some protesters lay down on the floor in protest and security staff were seen pulling down shutters to keep others out.

BOIKOT bukan alasan untuk biadap, kurang ajar, menghina orang lain dan tunjuk hebat!

Ini catatan orang lain saya copy sahaja kerana setuju dengan penyataan beliau.

[Nasihat Buat Pemboikot McD dan sebagainya]

Ini merupakan nasihat daripada seorang saudara kalian yang turut memboikot semampu beliau produk-produk yang menyokong pembinaan negara Zionis Israel.

1- Hendaklah kalian fahami bahawa produk-produk itu adalah halal, tidak haram. Jangan sesekali mengeluarkan perkataan produk itu haram, dan sebagainya.

2- Jauhilah mengeluarkan perkataan-perkataan seperti 'Pekerja McD bekerja dengan pembunuh, tak ada perkemanusiaan dan sebagainya..' Sesungguhnya perkataan sedemikian adalah perkataan hawa nafsu. Mereka bekerja mencari rezeki yang halal, dan bukan hak kita berkata sedemikian kepada mereka.

3- Jauhi sifat-sifat buruk seperti pergi bawa makanan lain dan makan dalam McD, atau saja-saja masuk McD untuk guna tandas mereka atas alasan untuk naikkan kos operasi mereka, atau berkumpul di hadapan kedai mereka. Sesungguhnya mereka membayar sewa untuk premis perniagaan itu, dan tindakan mengganggu kehadiran pelanggan mereka adalah tindakan yang melanggar akhlak Islami dan melanggar hak orang yang sudah membayar sewa untuk premis tersebut.

4- Fahamilah, boikot ini satu ijtihad politik. Ia bukan satu perkara yang qathie/pasti wajibnya. Ia akan sentiasa ada pro dan cons kerana ia satu ijtihad dalam bab keduniaan.

5- Ingatlah, saudara-saudara kita bukan hanya di Gaza, bahkan yang sedang mencari rezeki bekerja itu.

6- Memboikot adalah hak seorang pengguna. Kita sebagai pengguna berhak boikot, dan ajak orang boikot. Tetapi kita tiada hak mengganggu perniagaan orang yang sah dengan berdiri di depan kedai mereka, di pintu kedai mereka, apatah lagi masuk ke dalam premis mereka, atau mensabotaj supaya kos operasi mereka meningkat.

And yknow mat luthfi is one of anak muda yang really knows how meleis and malaysian react on every situations that happen.

I don't really care who is boycotting 
and who does not. 

I do respect every individual theories but please do not laugh at those whom boycotts and ridicule that does not. 

All these may lead us to be in war with each other. Is that what everyone wants? Appreciate the harmony we have, treasure the peace that we are surrounded with despite the various challenges around us and the harsh situation around the world. We could not bear to see war happening in other countries, obviously we do not want war amongst us too.

Hate does not lead you to anywhere but destruction.
Everybody wants to be smart, everybody wants to show they know better, everybody thinks they are holier above others.

Well, everybody please remember we have God above us all the Most Supreme.

Don't ever forget that.

(And dont bloody start asking if God exist why the world is not at peace bla bla bla). 

#FreePalestine

#SupportGaza

Selera makan menjadi-jadi

Assalamualaikum wbt

Hye uols. seriously since raya baru ni selera makan makin menjadi-jadi. Biasa la dah nama pun raya kan dari first raya duk makan macam-macam. Apa orang jamu bantai ja. P rumah orang nu makan ni,p rumah orang ni makan tu..Masyaallah dah rasa badan macam belon ja. Takut nak timbang berat sebab scary tengok scale hahaha dasyat. Tapi orang cakap sementara duk sihat ni la nak makan apa pun makan je. Nanti dah sakit,takde selera nak makan,taste bud dah takda time tu jangan duk menyesal sebab time sihat tak makan puas-puas. Kehkeh tapi da ja orang sihat tak lalu makan ye dak. Ikut mood la,ikut selera la yada yada..

Back then,i la manusia paling kurus rasanya. Maybe sebab tinggi kot. And hang makan la banyak mana pun orang still nampak badan hang kurus. That is sooo me. I tried to eat late night,kinda supper la konon kan orang cakap makan late night buleh menggemukkan but thats not for me. Still duk kurus jugak. But lately,semua orang tegur i dah gemuk. Yayyyy berjaya jugak! takdan nak workout  haha

tengok gemuks dak hihi :p okay la klu compare dengan dulu

Anyway, selera makan menjadi-jadi tu nak kata bahagia sebab ada kekasih hati ka dak sebab takda siapa pun huhuhu. Maybe bahagia dengan life sendiri kot kan,hidup single pun happy whut if you able to live in that happiness situation. After i had dumped rasa macam nak cari yang baru yang really into me for who am i susah sangat dah. And baru ni ada kenal someone,which is younger 2 years than me. He told me that he's so into me. We had literally whatsapp,texting even call. And we decided to meet before raya baru ni. Keluar iftar apa. Then, balik tu he's lost. Macam run away from me, mybe he can't accept me kot sebab i jumpa dia at that time i pakai selekeh,selebet. Yela time tu i baru habis kerja,then he pickup me at bus station. How could u expect someone to be pretty when she is not in that comfort zone? I mean, yeah i selekeh sebab i nak test dia wether he can accept i pakai selekeh selebet macam ni or not. And finally he rejected me. Because of whut? Cause he didn't expect me turn to be like this. Actually bagus jugak idea kawan i suruh i pakai selekeh gitu baru la taw orang tu camna kan. U know whut i dengan bawak beg dua tiga ketul beg masyaallah rasa macam kampung girl tahap hulu kampung sangat la dengan gaya gitu hahahaha

Tapi betul la hati orang ni kita tak buleh agak kan. The problem is, i started to fall for him,yet dah ada rasa cinta semua tu. Suddenly he left me. Again. Oh kamon heartbroken sangat dah ni :( dear ameer imran,can we just started all over again? Pleasee i taw u muda lagi,banyak yang u nak kejar,ur study..and i know u can get more pretty and young breen than me. I dah tua huhuhu but trust me, i wont frusrating u onward. ehhh awat duk begging pelik ja ni haih btw, ada jodoh ada kan,takda nak buat camna...

Eid Mubarak uols

Assalamualaikum wbt

Anyway i've been away ages. Its not even too late to wish Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Maaf Zahir & Batin. Gotta so many wishes and hoping that uols had a very blessfull raya and had a blessfull ramadan. May the past ramadan giving us lots of good impact and clean our past sins. In shaa Allah.. 

Actually i'm too busy with my current situation which is am doing my internship right now. Before,i've been busy with my studies. Alhamdulillah i will graduate my first degree by this november. I'm thankful enough to have this kind of life and i promise myself that i will do better for my own sake future.You know that one thing thing you won't success without doa from your parent. Be kind to them. Always pray for their well live,longevity and so on. 

Dear abah & mama, i won't be here if there's no your blessings. I heart you both :*